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Thursday, March 22, 2007

The hectic life of me has evolved into a kinda life which i'd never thought before. I'm completely down to mugging ! Using less of computer, taking out stuff to do every now and then. Yes, i'll be deprived of alot of things, computer, intereaction, especially her. There's so little time, but so much to do... Didn't know where to begin ler. It's nearing 1, i should be sleeping now instead of blogging. But i guess i'll juz take some time down to type a few stuff here. =X dun wan my readers to click here n tag " dead blog " >_< I'll begin by today bahs. Today.. almost losted my economics lecture books. I placed them below me during the STAR ( Sheduled Tests, Assessment & Review ). The talk by Tan KK was very boring. I found out my "bro", grayson also actually too fell asleep. I was struggling very much to keep awake. Alice in wonderland seems like juz a distant away, she was like pulling my soul to her land.. slowly. N POOF! She disappeared. Thxs to the lucky word " i'll stop here " by Tan KK. I could stay awake for his lecture after Break in the morning, but somehow dunno why after lunch so sleepy. Totally like.. yawnxz. Maybe it was dry.. even Mr Lum came up to say so. Ms Sim could not help but agree wif " graveyard hour". The tutorial before the STAR was like that lors. i almost fell asleep, but becoz Ms Sim's constant screaming made us awake.. back to the issue.. i blur blur ler, forgot to take the books lors. Only remembered when i went into the MRT. So i gotta thxs xiiao qian for helping me check the LT. Some kind soul helped me and passed the books to Ms Sim. Blessed who ever it is. =) Then Ms Sim passed it to Hui Lin. Then she sms me. Is it all fated? Like the last time i kept a file for her, now it's my lecture books. LoLs, so we dun owe each other one then. =) o_O.. Zen Ming Tian Shi.. by tank. The MTV touched my heart so that it almost cried. Literally, if i were to drop tears, it means my heart is crying v. badly. Only once, then.. that day.. you zenia. N perharps.. Bad memories are to be forgotten aren't they ? i shouldn't comment further. Juz read the lyrics, then realise it's "wo yi ding hai zhai zhen shuay" ( i would be in a slumber ) I guess.. that shall be my status. Slumber from love. It'll be a loveless struggle.. What a ironic. Hais. That's it. My heart remains no more, n henced sealed.. My vampire heart will take over.. I sense more motivation overwhelming. Time passes fast, but that's that. =X



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Behind TheSe HaZeL EyEs

Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothing could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on

Here i am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be

So together, but so broken up inside
Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...(anymore)

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes