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Sunday, July 09, 2006

I dread.. to put another entry.It's hurting too much to put it down.....
Even if i've locked it, what within is over flowing, slowly...
Opression of my poor heart, the sadness for nothing is overflowing..
i can feel it...

I'm not prepared...
I juz feel so weird...
So lost..
Yet tml's chinese oral liao..

MoVe on.. Life has to moVe on...
i'm like stucked..
It's beCoZ.. i'm between what i chose to be and not to be...

It's been decided..
I'll give my self 3 days of grace..
to decide if..
you will exsist and continue, or nv did and perharps nv will again.

painful...
everything of you is registered right where i locked..
Yet, i m unable to contain it..
It's time to end it.. close this matter and move on..
i see no hope of me in you..
let me juz forget it..

60 % Let everything be a dream that nv had been..

39 % Let everything be a nightmare and wake up..

0.9 % Let everything be normal

0.1% A miracle... which deem impossible

Everyone.. it is with me. I'm sorry. I'm juz not myself, but i will find it back within me once more. Tis 3 days..
Nothing i say will change..
maybe.. something vice versa might..
i shd have nv..
i shd have not ..

Curse eyes.. free on tat fateful sunday..
my pooh misses his piglet..hais..

This world cup finals sounds like Pink Panther's plot. LOLS. China VS France remb ?
Cept it's Italy VS France.
CJC and JJC got off, go school later ?
WE'r Ritarded. =X S "R".. n it's RITARDED. Get it ?
if u dun, u'r Adagio -__-



It's Juz another fantasy- 9:38 PM







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Behind TheSe HaZeL EyEs

Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothing could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on

Here i am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be

So together, but so broken up inside
Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...(anymore)

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes