I thot.. it'll nv come tat swiftly again..
i was wrong..
My mages has failed me in my City of Heartx, another attack has been unleashed, hitting it hugely near the infrastrature of the castle. I hurried all over, seeing anything destroyed. The statue is crying again. The bowl, is at least 1/2 full. Juz wondering, m i going to watch it break ?
Tried emptying some, yet all that was emptied seems constantly filled by the tears it flow. I'm being stupid. I feel, maybe i'm juz stupid...
i know, i'll juz wash my hands off it. I perharps already know. How could.. i .. someone who knew what was going to happen, let it happen again?.. i let fate decide. Would it even have changed if i ever did treasure the times ? Gone...
Whatever left 3 yrs ago of her, native ness... perharps was more than juz a vivid memory stored and kept wisely. Even if i did know, could i have changed it ? Same for now..
Or.. tis time.. i stumbled upon another story.. where everything was meant to be like de previous. Maybe i knew de ending for the other one. This one's i'm writing. I will not end it.
To tink that it would be the pressing moment at the time. Mugging is another option.
Maybe u didn't understand it from the start.. Meng.. u thot it'll be carefree..
how could i have not known ?
Waiting....
Yet what can be there to drown it ?
It's getting dark once more here...
Wondering how long it'll be till it stops...
Something hot smear my face...
Almost...
Hold..
Not right to do so..
Ba Ka me.. Ba Ka Ya Ro me.. wasting my time here instead of sleeping..
It's Juz another fantasy- 1:33 AM
