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Wednesday, May 03, 2006

Right, fed up, tired, exhuasted and almost died. Tired = exhuasted actually, but exhuasted of school. Tired is natural now. Fed up becoz of Project Work. KEster, u'r right, GP + PW Kills. But not that WORSE until u get the wrong teacher.
Sometimes, we juz meet a unbearable person. However, we juz keep it right in our heart. Maybe Mr Ng was right. Suffering in turn could be a blessing in disguise instead. Somehow, everything was taking a wrong turn today. Unbearable person... a wrong turn today.

Today juZ started off fine. BUt i had a heat stroke again. YEs, again. After running 2.4 with a timing of 13.13. Previously, same thing. I went to do 5 pull ups after that and then had it. Everything was juz i dunno what to say lahs. I didn't expect it again today. I wonder, do i have a medical condition now then ? Had to do an extra 2 rounds for timing after 12.30, since i'm 13.13 i have to run. BUt, as i juz started to run, have slight giddy ness. I dismiss it and carried on, it was till half of de round i truely convinced that it has come again. I perservere on, it was really bad. Everything was fading. It's like the bright lit world of urs suddenly turn blur. I quickly made my way walking to the nearest shelter and rest awhile to recroupe. Jeremy, Qing And wen Hui ran in front, unable to call them. Justice also had problems, he had jelly legs after running de 5 round of 2.4. Well, in any case, i was relieve. I'm still ok, which let me realise, no herbal tea the night before PE and no coffee in de morning. Coz Herbal tea dehydrates ur body, while coffee increases the fluid loss. Heat stroke is the stage of in sufficient water whereby blood cannot reach ur head. Well, i did drink water before i ran de 2 more rounds but, i guess it's juz like that.

Unbearablely, All of us hide this in our hearts. Son of A GAN. Now i know why it's a bad word. Now u also know right ? LoL. Today, S13 knew a new word. It's call ASSUME. Like Wtf. Yes WTF. U probably hear whatever said about it BUT to assume is to take a risk. How many a times we assume. Is it that u have assume as a right as a teacher that u are invariably correct ? ASSUME. It is something that we only use when we are 60 % sure. Even if it was 60 %, 40 % of failure rate. It is so bold to use that stupid explaination that dealt with no possible sense that i tink in the right sense, u could be sued.
FIRST, We are in SRJC not RJC. It doesn't mean we'r stupid or what, it doesn't mean anything. We'r Average ok ? Fine, so.. don't expect us to start relating to things that we dun possibly tink of. Aren't u suppose to remind us ? Aren't u suppose to EVEN Tell us ? so u juz left the whole batch of us juz to die like that. NO sms, No msg, NO word, NO NOTHING. We'r juz a class, that has only gone through 1 months together since school started. We have also started school for ONLY 1 month, that would also mean close to 5 x 5 = 25 days Maximum, - holidays and stuff. Let's juz say, sometimes, no matter how long we spend time at a place, we still get mixed up. No meh? then won't it be a perfact world ? Glad that some of our mates were smart enough to get to where it was suppose to be, but instead ? Rubbish, CRAp and BULL SHIT.
SECOND, which "late" was with no official reason in school by TEACHERS ? Telling me that lessons nV DRAg at that time ?? How many times it did ? YTd was a PERFECT example. Pls, It's a LECTURE.
IF everything in this world was assumed, what would become of this place ? Facts ? truth ?
IF everyone was homogenous, wouldn't this place be dead ?
If it was CT before that, nvm. IT"s PE. All of us ran lahs.. Let's admit it. We all are tired.
Can't be bothered to continue. Shouldn't post so much CRAP that isn't worth mentioning. Juz my luck.

Looking at de sky.. looking at the clouds in the sky. It turns dark yet it doesn't rain. Night has fallen, i look up again. Is it telling me anything ? I only see a bright large star. Venus. Or, is it not ?

Been so long ever since i experience it. It comes juZ like that.
I wish to be ur reality, not in ur dreams. You too are exsisting somewhere, but i can't seem to see ya in reality. Will i be able to wait till dreams comes real ?
Or.. I'm juZ dreaming all the way...

Band election coming. I had some ideas in mind. Ideas on.. how to reject a post. LoLx. I tink i'm not fit for it and maybe i'll juz want to take a break. But i wan to give my seniors a good farewell. I love SR JC's band seniors. =) They Rox..

that's what on my mind..... o_O it's 11.34 and i'm still not in bed. Will go now..
Till i blog again.
Take Care.
Kairi, Xiiao Gong Zhu..
where r u ?
7 Princess hold the power to unlock Kingdom Hearts. Kairi is one of them..



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Behind TheSe HaZeL EyEs

Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
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No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on

Here i am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be

So together, but so broken up inside
Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
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Anymore...(anymore)

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes