Here i sit in the freshness of the morning.. taking a huge break before all the hectic ness ever begins. LoLx.. I'm slacking. tat's not suppose to happen.
This week has turned my body to much of a tired state. As much as i wished to stay in bed but i woke up at 8. Can't sleep back after that, so i lay on the bed or rather mattress till 9+ before i drag my tired body to watch "i not stupid 2" which mum was watching. Perharps, why i decided to.. was becoz it's funny. Gone were the days where we were laughing our heads out. That's a reaason to lame sometimes !! Coz We all miss the laughter and fun we had in the past.
Haix.. to face it, i'm kinda draggy still. "S.C". Another chapter is unfolding slowly. It's like 4 yrs ago. Everything starts anew, everything is so mysterious. Mr lum was perharps right, his daughter has 4 yrs. It's now reduced to 2 yrs.
Mingde was telling me about internal conflicts yesterday. It's like what i initiated. In short. that's interpreted by what Mum always say : Chong Min Hui Bei Chong Min Wo. I added : Sha ren you Sha Fu. Clever, Intelligence or wise ? I wouldn't classify them as de same. Stupid, dumb isn't de same i guess. If ever was things as peaceful as things were, how many bloodshed would be spared ?
The show is also v. sad. Things get more touching now. It's going to be a hectic time. Hhhhm.. shows also. I MISS Euu..
I promise you before, i will fulfill it.
I heartx you.
A new task awaits. I do not know if it will be assigned to me or whoever. It reminds me of 3 years ago. Sad.. though a wall of dull ness has already blocked up the memory, i guess, some memories are never deem to be stopped. Whether i get it or not, i dun mind.
If i dun, at least i'll be free at least from library.
If i do, i'll be a proper librarian at last.
Though, i appreciate helping to resolve many things these years, i guess it was prewritten that resolving things would bring more trouble. Can't be helped. But, maybe without it, i wouldn't have learned other stuff bahs.
It's Juz another fantasy- 10:50 AM
